Wednesday, December 03, 2003
Warm [November] nights
You came and cuddled next to me
Our noses brushed so close
I wished it was our souls
Drifting off to sleep
I could hear the little snores you made
Watching eyes shut tight
Like doors to something sweeter where you rest
Tear me off a piece of blanket
Keep me warm and we can make it
Here's my heart, I'll let you break it
Touched your skin and I can't take it
Light will creep in soon
And I still haven't slept a wink
I wish the sun would hide its head
So I could watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more [boy]
I wanna watch you
-- yellowcard--
You came and cuddled next to me
Our noses brushed so close
I wished it was our souls
Drifting off to sleep
I could hear the little snores you made
Watching eyes shut tight
Like doors to something sweeter where you rest
Tear me off a piece of blanket
Keep me warm and we can make it
Here's my heart, I'll let you break it
Touched your skin and I can't take it
Light will creep in soon
And I still haven't slept a wink
I wish the sun would hide its head
So I could watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more [boy]
I wanna watch you
-- yellowcard--
Sunday, November 30, 2003
Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
my husband and i decided that this was the most romantic, sweetest love song you can get... ive always loved it. its just one of those ::sigh:: love songs.... i love it.
thansgiving was wonderful.... Staten Island is always the same, the same dependable door to my childhood... and i come back with the accent so its awesome. and seeing my family was great. not a single fight, which is rare. i felt like i was rite where i belonged. and seeing my husband again was hysterical...giggles and questions later... plans were made. hehe. it was a great day.
i spoke to my husband a lot over break & dave too. i love dave to death. hes always there for me and always has advice. one of the sweetest hearts ive ever seen, hes a special one! his advice is the right advice and i cant bring myself to do it.... i wish i could.... but im chicken & afraid of wat might happen if i say something to him.
italy gourmet will always hold a special place in my heart...always. sammy gave me a hug the second he saw me, rudy kissed me, gary gave me an apron and put me to work, and juan screamin "CHRISTEENAAA" from the back...made my day. i love these boys in such a special way! sammys doin a lil better, rudy is stressed to the bone but he looks better. they are the most adorable men ! hehe. gotta luv em. it hit me how much i used to luuuuvvv my boss. hehe. handsome guy he is. they changed the store around, totally. so i stole some bocconcini and 1.5 hours later... i left. didnt want to... but had to.
well im back at school and things pick up exactly from where they left off...and its a comfort to know. and i love it. my friends here are amazing. just amazing. no one ever made me laugh and smile the way they do... i thank god for what hes given me here. drama and all. i love it. i wish i could do wat i had to do to take care of the drama cuz its in my hands but i cant.
the next day...
well its decided...i gotta do sumthing. say sumthing. my advice panel says so. i agree. but it scares the bejesus outta me. im scared to death taht ill get hurt. is it certain... yeh prolli. makes my heart beat so fast and i feel scared and sad. sigh. i havent been sleepin well & things feel strange.
out for jess's birthday...that was awesome!! lots of fun, good food, lots of laughs. happy 19 jess!
i have so many friends rite now who are havin some tough times and im worried for them.... my heart is gettin pulled in so many different ways...
"lets make it all for love"
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
my husband and i decided that this was the most romantic, sweetest love song you can get... ive always loved it. its just one of those ::sigh:: love songs.... i love it.
thansgiving was wonderful.... Staten Island is always the same, the same dependable door to my childhood... and i come back with the accent so its awesome. and seeing my family was great. not a single fight, which is rare. i felt like i was rite where i belonged. and seeing my husband again was hysterical...giggles and questions later... plans were made. hehe. it was a great day.
i spoke to my husband a lot over break & dave too. i love dave to death. hes always there for me and always has advice. one of the sweetest hearts ive ever seen, hes a special one! his advice is the right advice and i cant bring myself to do it.... i wish i could.... but im chicken & afraid of wat might happen if i say something to him.
italy gourmet will always hold a special place in my heart...always. sammy gave me a hug the second he saw me, rudy kissed me, gary gave me an apron and put me to work, and juan screamin "CHRISTEENAAA" from the back...made my day. i love these boys in such a special way! sammys doin a lil better, rudy is stressed to the bone but he looks better. they are the most adorable men ! hehe. gotta luv em. it hit me how much i used to luuuuvvv my boss. hehe. handsome guy he is. they changed the store around, totally. so i stole some bocconcini and 1.5 hours later... i left. didnt want to... but had to.
well im back at school and things pick up exactly from where they left off...and its a comfort to know. and i love it. my friends here are amazing. just amazing. no one ever made me laugh and smile the way they do... i thank god for what hes given me here. drama and all. i love it. i wish i could do wat i had to do to take care of the drama cuz its in my hands but i cant.
the next day...
well its decided...i gotta do sumthing. say sumthing. my advice panel says so. i agree. but it scares the bejesus outta me. im scared to death taht ill get hurt. is it certain... yeh prolli. makes my heart beat so fast and i feel scared and sad. sigh. i havent been sleepin well & things feel strange.
out for jess's birthday...that was awesome!! lots of fun, good food, lots of laughs. happy 19 jess!
i have so many friends rite now who are havin some tough times and im worried for them.... my heart is gettin pulled in so many different ways...
"lets make it all for love"
