Saturday, November 01, 2003
Denver, the last dinosaur
He's my friend and a whole lot more
Denver, the last dinosaur
Shows me a world I never saw before
Everywhere we go
We don't really care
If people stop and stare
At our pal dino
Creating history thru the rock n' roll spotlight
We've got a friend who helps us, we can do alright
That's Denver, the last dinosaur
He's my friend and a whole lot more
Denver, the last dinosaur
Shows me a world I never saw before.
i havent written in so long, yet there have been countless times where ive sat down, brought up my little blog site, and have been bowled over with a whirlwind of emotions and memories, leaving me unable to write a word. well im gonna try now and as ive warned a dear friend, i may come across as having ADD, or just plain ol' schizophrenia.
the last time i left this place, i wasnt doing very good. i was somewhere where i got hurt, over and over, by someone who didnt care. but then, from MAACness on, things started to turn around. i had so much fun planning for maacness and setting up. the future group kicked some serious ass, even if it took us a lot longer. larry and i, we had everything under control. we had such a blast setting up. i walked outta maacness with ... a bronc in a white john travolta suit teeshirt, a lost boys poster ( which is now hangin up in my room ) and a new friend, brian. we watched lost boys that nite, in steves room. steve stole a cop. poor guy, never saw it coming. so days later, and even more movies in between... and my B3rd girls who got my back, throw in a new friend, mike... and ive got a great group of friends. the best, even better than wat i could ever ask for. im still being fucked with by someone who i dont even want to have in my life anymore. and he is now involving sara too. but we're not gonna freak out thats wat they want. and ive got people in my corner like no joke. so thanks to everyone who has offered to verbally/emotionally/grammatically/ecumenically/physically bash that motherfucker. hehe. it feels so good to have people on your side who realli care about you. i have been having so much fun since maacness. granted ive been working like a motherfucker but my grades have been kicking ass and ive been happy. realli. not perfectly because there is enough drama here to choke someone, but ive been good. i dont like that someone is messin with me the way he is... especially since our history, ... but o well. shit happens. he just better back down soon. fuck it. so wat else....
haunted state penitentiary... that was the eeriest thing from the outside then rather fake but fun as fuck on the inside. i had an amazing time. hehe im one tough little cookie but brian still may have claw marks in his arms from me grabbin him. sorry bud! this was a bam-no-show. o well. it was so much fun.
dinner at toms house, puppies and realli good pizza, lots of laughs. and countless movies, and pirates of the caribbean...johnny depp orlando bloom and amazing company. wat more can a girl ask for. umm, politics midterm...survived with a B+ baby! kickin ass in my classes and havin fun.
steph is the most amazing person in world not onli for wat im gonna write next but just because shes her...but lemme just say... when a friend finds out that bam margera, your god and idol, is going to be in your hometown in less than an hour and she drops everything to take you there... thats someone who realli cares, and kicks ass. i met bam margera in parlin october 28th! i was squealing and squeaking and screaming and yeh. omigod hes more adorable in person. like ooooo! he...talked to me, breathed on me, hugged me, took a pic with me and signed my poster and dvd. i could barely breathe for the rest of the nite. his eyes are killer!! hes soo freakin hot and talented and a skater and just yeeehhhh. hehe. for fucks sake...we met bam margera! woo woo!!
umm i realli have no sense of time which im told is a good thing when reflecting because all the good things have blurred over the bad and swirled around your head so much that you cant keep things straight. i can go for that. so i no sense of time...
family day and finding nemo and good non-dalys food and ruby tuesdays... and having brand new people get terrified with diana. it was a good day. more shit today with the asshole from A3rd. my dad wanted to "talk" to him, which basically meant let me run him over with my car, castrate him, and feed him to the pygmy geese down at disease lake. yeh. but i said no. it was gorgeous outside today. the flips were kickin.
texas chainsaw massacre... i was the onli girl who liked it. everyone else was like lets leave lets get outta here its gross its digusting its gory... haha. i loved it. granted it made me jump into brians arms but thats great! way to go scary as all hell movie! it was a great flick. i wanna watch the original. we had a good time.
o shit i forgot. we took diana to the hospital... yeh. her true friends did anyway. we were there until... 1215 or sumthing like that. so much pain and wat was it... dun dun dun .... tendonitis. i wanted to smack her. i laugh now. haha.
ive got a pretti sweet but difficult guy situation goin on now and i wont get into details here. haha. ive got amazing guys in my life rite now. the best. here at home and even at rowan and ramapo. hehe. theres just some serious chaos goin on in my <3 department, but no one is hurting me on purpose so im good.
"carpe diem, seize the day, make your lives extraordinary!" thats how i feel right now. i have stress and drama, more than i want, but my spirit is soo high. hehe. ive been laughing so much and ive felt like people have realli cared about me lately.
"run and tell the angels that everythings alrite."
He's my friend and a whole lot more
Denver, the last dinosaur
Shows me a world I never saw before
Everywhere we go
We don't really care
If people stop and stare
At our pal dino
Creating history thru the rock n' roll spotlight
We've got a friend who helps us, we can do alright
That's Denver, the last dinosaur
He's my friend and a whole lot more
Denver, the last dinosaur
Shows me a world I never saw before.
i havent written in so long, yet there have been countless times where ive sat down, brought up my little blog site, and have been bowled over with a whirlwind of emotions and memories, leaving me unable to write a word. well im gonna try now and as ive warned a dear friend, i may come across as having ADD, or just plain ol' schizophrenia.
the last time i left this place, i wasnt doing very good. i was somewhere where i got hurt, over and over, by someone who didnt care. but then, from MAACness on, things started to turn around. i had so much fun planning for maacness and setting up. the future group kicked some serious ass, even if it took us a lot longer. larry and i, we had everything under control. we had such a blast setting up. i walked outta maacness with ... a bronc in a white john travolta suit teeshirt, a lost boys poster ( which is now hangin up in my room ) and a new friend, brian. we watched lost boys that nite, in steves room. steve stole a cop. poor guy, never saw it coming. so days later, and even more movies in between... and my B3rd girls who got my back, throw in a new friend, mike... and ive got a great group of friends. the best, even better than wat i could ever ask for. im still being fucked with by someone who i dont even want to have in my life anymore. and he is now involving sara too. but we're not gonna freak out thats wat they want. and ive got people in my corner like no joke. so thanks to everyone who has offered to verbally/emotionally/grammatically/ecumenically/physically bash that motherfucker. hehe. it feels so good to have people on your side who realli care about you. i have been having so much fun since maacness. granted ive been working like a motherfucker but my grades have been kicking ass and ive been happy. realli. not perfectly because there is enough drama here to choke someone, but ive been good. i dont like that someone is messin with me the way he is... especially since our history, ... but o well. shit happens. he just better back down soon. fuck it. so wat else....
haunted state penitentiary... that was the eeriest thing from the outside then rather fake but fun as fuck on the inside. i had an amazing time. hehe im one tough little cookie but brian still may have claw marks in his arms from me grabbin him. sorry bud! this was a bam-no-show. o well. it was so much fun.
dinner at toms house, puppies and realli good pizza, lots of laughs. and countless movies, and pirates of the caribbean...johnny depp orlando bloom and amazing company. wat more can a girl ask for. umm, politics midterm...survived with a B+ baby! kickin ass in my classes and havin fun.
steph is the most amazing person in world not onli for wat im gonna write next but just because shes her...but lemme just say... when a friend finds out that bam margera, your god and idol, is going to be in your hometown in less than an hour and she drops everything to take you there... thats someone who realli cares, and kicks ass. i met bam margera in parlin october 28th! i was squealing and squeaking and screaming and yeh. omigod hes more adorable in person. like ooooo! he...talked to me, breathed on me, hugged me, took a pic with me and signed my poster and dvd. i could barely breathe for the rest of the nite. his eyes are killer!! hes soo freakin hot and talented and a skater and just yeeehhhh. hehe. for fucks sake...we met bam margera! woo woo!!
umm i realli have no sense of time which im told is a good thing when reflecting because all the good things have blurred over the bad and swirled around your head so much that you cant keep things straight. i can go for that. so i no sense of time...
family day and finding nemo and good non-dalys food and ruby tuesdays... and having brand new people get terrified with diana. it was a good day. more shit today with the asshole from A3rd. my dad wanted to "talk" to him, which basically meant let me run him over with my car, castrate him, and feed him to the pygmy geese down at disease lake. yeh. but i said no. it was gorgeous outside today. the flips were kickin.
texas chainsaw massacre... i was the onli girl who liked it. everyone else was like lets leave lets get outta here its gross its digusting its gory... haha. i loved it. granted it made me jump into brians arms but thats great! way to go scary as all hell movie! it was a great flick. i wanna watch the original. we had a good time.
o shit i forgot. we took diana to the hospital... yeh. her true friends did anyway. we were there until... 1215 or sumthing like that. so much pain and wat was it... dun dun dun .... tendonitis. i wanted to smack her. i laugh now. haha.
ive got a pretti sweet but difficult guy situation goin on now and i wont get into details here. haha. ive got amazing guys in my life rite now. the best. here at home and even at rowan and ramapo. hehe. theres just some serious chaos goin on in my <3 department, but no one is hurting me on purpose so im good.
"carpe diem, seize the day, make your lives extraordinary!" thats how i feel right now. i have stress and drama, more than i want, but my spirit is soo high. hehe. ive been laughing so much and ive felt like people have realli cared about me lately.
"run and tell the angels that everythings alrite."
