Thursday, May 01, 2003
well i poured my heart out into a really really nice little post and i click post and publish, view page and bam its gone ... kaput! just not cool. it just adds to everything i wrote about.... want some cliff notes?
gorgeous day
hilarious art class
touch of the elbow
regret for not writing to danny
wont send him a pic tho...self esteem, shot 2 shit.
no friends, no love, no life.
donnas pl journal.
im invisible.
live my life by myself.
i miss my poppi
i miss my smile.
stagnant and stuck
accepting of the standstill im in.
havent left my house.
music movies nothing fills the void.
i know there has to be a change to make things better, at least different. but if it has to come from me i pray to go that i have the strength to figure it out and follow thru. i want to be happy and i want other people to want 2 be with me. i dont get it.
i almost used 2 be cute
not pretty but cute
my self esteem was goin up
ive bottomed out
"say hello to the night, lost in the shadows, say hello to the night, lost in the the lonliness."
gorgeous day
hilarious art class
touch of the elbow
regret for not writing to danny
wont send him a pic tho...self esteem, shot 2 shit.
no friends, no love, no life.
donnas pl journal.
im invisible.
live my life by myself.
i miss my poppi
i miss my smile.
stagnant and stuck
accepting of the standstill im in.
havent left my house.
music movies nothing fills the void.
i know there has to be a change to make things better, at least different. but if it has to come from me i pray to go that i have the strength to figure it out and follow thru. i want to be happy and i want other people to want 2 be with me. i dont get it.
i almost used 2 be cute
not pretty but cute
my self esteem was goin up
ive bottomed out
"say hello to the night, lost in the shadows, say hello to the night, lost in the the lonliness."
