Friday, January 03, 2003
Cheap Trick - Mighty Wings
It's just a ball of dust
Underneath my feet
It rolls around the sun
Doesn't mean that much to me
I take a chance on the edge of life
Just like all the rest
I look inside and dig it out
Cause there's no points for second best
There's a raging fire in my heart tonight
Growing higher and higher in my soul
There's a raging fire in the sky tonight
I want to ride on the silver dove
Far into the night
[Chorus]
Till I make you take me
On your mighty wings
Make you take me
On your mighty wings across the sky
Take me on your mighty wings
Take me on your mighty wings tonight
With just a little luck
A little cold blue steel
I cut the night like a razor blade
Till I feel the way I want to feel
There's a raging fire in my heart tonight
Growing higher and higher in my soul
There's a raging fire in the sky tonight
I want to ride on the silver dove
Far into the night
[Chorus]
Till I make you take me
On your mighty wings
Make you take me
On your mighty wings across the sky
Take me on your mighty wings
Take me on your mighty wings tonight
Take me on your mighty wings
Take me on your mighty wings
cheap trick.
Joyeux Noel et Bonne Annee ( minus the accent marks )
I HAVE JUST FNISHED THE WICKE ASSIGNMENT!! BULLSHIT X5 AND IM GETTIN AN A! ITS A BEAUTIFUL THING
yes so i banged out 5 wicke papers in two days, while playing rogue spear ( I KILLED MADDEN ) and while entertaining people who kept dropping by. Mike ended up stayin over cuz he couldnt skate his car home on ice. still played some RS, but no Lib. Bearers, then today, liz stopped by....so no lib. bearers again!! but it sooo great to see my french club buddy!! college... dear me o my. my to do list is stil a novel. Im still learning Craps.... ( I dont get the COME pt. )
this has been the best christmas break ive ever had. absofreakinlutely the best one ever. ive never chilled so much with my friends. i love you guys. Can I Keep You ?! hehe. he makes me smile.
while hanging up the wet laundry i got a lil disturbed, when i pulled out a bright pink, im talking magenta, polo shirt. thinking my dad was turning Flam-ish on us... hehe i quickly turned it inside in and realized it was Thomas' carvel shirt. phhheww... lol. i thought it was funny. maybe ill wear it to school one day if he never claims it. its kinda funny.
PINK Monkey PJs. What a wonderful thing!! and a precious moments colouring book!! and monkey socks!! and lil too cute dragons!! wat a great gift!!!!
andy told me if he was ten yrs younger, hed marry me. wat a stupid piece of ratshit. i love him. lol. wat a dork. mike asked me who the boy i was talking about in my blogs was.... ( NO ITS NOT ANDY ) im not telling anyone this. nope.
my steve tried to talk to me about my boys and my love life and stuff. walking around with the man is fun. and hes easy to talk to, believe it or not, as a dad. hehe. its easier to talk to him than maman. i dunno why, and it gets her upset that we dont talk. i wish i didnt have such a hard time talking to some people. it would lighten up the tension at home.
breanne and me, over spring break.... "walking to canada in our thermal underwear" At the house, you can cut the sexual tension with a.... Spoon. haha.
i think ill watch my new vid. Amelie ( thanks the world to joe for gettin me to love this movie ) its french. its great. i wonder how many people in the city are having orgasms rite now. 15. hehe.
"im about this fonging close quasimodo, i swear to god."
i got sent home earli and suffer from an acute case of boredom!! what i learned from work today -- "penicillin shot in ur ass makes u hyper and horny " -- ana.
can you tell by the psycho babble ( copyrite ) ? STUTTERING dyxslexia ( i cant spell it now for some reason )........ so now im sittin here, on my arse.... thinking about him, his eyes, his smile.... ---- there i go being a geek. hehe.
" well, love peace n chicken grease, baby, i love you "
ps. unless ur bill, then its i love peaceful fat people in clouds.
i need a dose of RS.
It's just a ball of dust
Underneath my feet
It rolls around the sun
Doesn't mean that much to me
I take a chance on the edge of life
Just like all the rest
I look inside and dig it out
Cause there's no points for second best
There's a raging fire in my heart tonight
Growing higher and higher in my soul
There's a raging fire in the sky tonight
I want to ride on the silver dove
Far into the night
[Chorus]
Till I make you take me
On your mighty wings
Make you take me
On your mighty wings across the sky
Take me on your mighty wings
Take me on your mighty wings tonight
With just a little luck
A little cold blue steel
I cut the night like a razor blade
Till I feel the way I want to feel
There's a raging fire in my heart tonight
Growing higher and higher in my soul
There's a raging fire in the sky tonight
I want to ride on the silver dove
Far into the night
[Chorus]
Till I make you take me
On your mighty wings
Make you take me
On your mighty wings across the sky
Take me on your mighty wings
Take me on your mighty wings tonight
Take me on your mighty wings
Take me on your mighty wings
cheap trick.
Joyeux Noel et Bonne Annee ( minus the accent marks )
I HAVE JUST FNISHED THE WICKE ASSIGNMENT!! BULLSHIT X5 AND IM GETTIN AN A! ITS A BEAUTIFUL THING
yes so i banged out 5 wicke papers in two days, while playing rogue spear ( I KILLED MADDEN ) and while entertaining people who kept dropping by. Mike ended up stayin over cuz he couldnt skate his car home on ice. still played some RS, but no Lib. Bearers, then today, liz stopped by....so no lib. bearers again!! but it sooo great to see my french club buddy!! college... dear me o my. my to do list is stil a novel. Im still learning Craps.... ( I dont get the COME pt. )
this has been the best christmas break ive ever had. absofreakinlutely the best one ever. ive never chilled so much with my friends. i love you guys. Can I Keep You ?! hehe. he makes me smile.
while hanging up the wet laundry i got a lil disturbed, when i pulled out a bright pink, im talking magenta, polo shirt. thinking my dad was turning Flam-ish on us... hehe i quickly turned it inside in and realized it was Thomas' carvel shirt. phhheww... lol. i thought it was funny. maybe ill wear it to school one day if he never claims it. its kinda funny.
PINK Monkey PJs. What a wonderful thing!! and a precious moments colouring book!! and monkey socks!! and lil too cute dragons!! wat a great gift!!!!
andy told me if he was ten yrs younger, hed marry me. wat a stupid piece of ratshit. i love him. lol. wat a dork. mike asked me who the boy i was talking about in my blogs was.... ( NO ITS NOT ANDY ) im not telling anyone this. nope.
my steve tried to talk to me about my boys and my love life and stuff. walking around with the man is fun. and hes easy to talk to, believe it or not, as a dad. hehe. its easier to talk to him than maman. i dunno why, and it gets her upset that we dont talk. i wish i didnt have such a hard time talking to some people. it would lighten up the tension at home.
breanne and me, over spring break.... "walking to canada in our thermal underwear" At the house, you can cut the sexual tension with a.... Spoon. haha.
i think ill watch my new vid. Amelie ( thanks the world to joe for gettin me to love this movie ) its french. its great. i wonder how many people in the city are having orgasms rite now. 15. hehe.
"im about this fonging close quasimodo, i swear to god."
i got sent home earli and suffer from an acute case of boredom!! what i learned from work today -- "penicillin shot in ur ass makes u hyper and horny " -- ana.
can you tell by the psycho babble ( copyrite ) ? STUTTERING dyxslexia ( i cant spell it now for some reason )........ so now im sittin here, on my arse.... thinking about him, his eyes, his smile.... ---- there i go being a geek. hehe.
" well, love peace n chicken grease, baby, i love you "
ps. unless ur bill, then its i love peaceful fat people in clouds.
i need a dose of RS.
Wednesday, January 01, 2003
I find myself in question again
And I doubt this Love you've given to me
I hope you understand when I say
I need this time to myself
You speak your mind to me again
You force your words so deep within
You try to tell me how to live
But it's my life
I know your open arms too well
Cause I’ve lost myself there many times before
I need to slowly fall away
Far from the grip you have on me
You speak your mind to me again
You force your words so deep within
You try to tell me how to live
But it's my life
I find these words were never true
I've lost all my respect for you
I need to find my own way
It's my life
I gotta get away
One step away
I gotta get away
Just one step away
I gotta away you're pushing me away
I gotta get away
Well I'm gone
12 stones
my parents are heartless and soo mean one minute and sooo sweet the next. well its my life. keep makin me cry... im not made of glass.
hes soo adorable. everything about him is sooo just heheh. called breanne to tell her about it, stuttered and giggled for ten minutes and then she gave up tryin to understand. heheh. i felt so happy. so energized. so too cute. she was laughin at me real bad. hehe.
new years was sooo great. it was the best new years ive ever had ever. thanks guys. ur all amazing. hehe. from wat i can tell everyone had fun. i had a blast. up til 8, partytime, i cant recount the fun at least I had. hehe. i love my friends!
i wish i could tell him. sigh. there are always snags when it comes to me and boys. i wish i could tell him. id be soooo happy.
Sigh. the sigh of a crushin' girlie and a discontent daughter.
Monday, December 30, 2002
As I lie tossing in my bed
Lost in my fears remembering what you said
And I try to hide the truth within
The mask of myself shows its face again
Still I lie time and time again
Will you deny me when we meet again?
And I feel like I'm falling
Farther every day
But I know that you're there
Watching over me
And I feel like I'm drowning
The waves crashing over me
But I know that your love
It will set me free
As I find truth where I found it times before
As I search for your hope
I'm finding so much more
And I try to be more like you
And I deny myself to prove my heart is true
I hear your voice calling
The time has come for me
Inside this life I’m living
There’s nothing left for me
My mind is slowly fading
So far away from me
Each time I start crawling
You’re there watching me
12 stones
my steve hooked up a cable line to my laptop so its running bee-youuu-tifully. heheh. yay. watchin my 12 stones vid now. too cute! im havin peoples over for new years. bre cant make it, but thats alrite. miss her, but im not hurting. heheh. well, havent heard from jackie yet. wonder if shes coming, cuz im not callin' first. unless my mum makes me. well bill tina brian and kelly and me, will have fun. heheh. i wonder if the rest of the pszczolas will show up. i hope so. hes fun.
her new favourite word in "girl, interrupted"... ambivalent. if fits me now. do i start my work, do i procrastinate....? do i like him, do i not? i think i do. i shouldnt. i know i do. i shouldnt. heartless comes to mind. i dont know wat to do. its impossible. nothing can come from me liking him, for a lotta reasons. but theres something about him, i dont know wat to do. theres this adorable sweetness... unresistable. heheh. im an idiot. i cant do anything about the fact that i like him. hes got someone. sigh. i wish he could see how i feel about him. thatd make me so happy. heheh.
i finished my math homework, most of it, and my art project. it looks good. cute too. work pressure is eating my brain.
"if you reach deep inside youll see my heart is true"
hes always on my mind now. i wish i could be with him.... ima dork. yup. no doubt.
ive had such a great break. i love my friends. madden and bill at my house. bre's phone call in breannese. paul. haha. yes im the next coming! heheh.... hes always told me i was pretty. my boy's rugburns on my buttbone. haha.
he has my heart, for now. sigh. just sigh.
" in the midst of darkness lord, my spirit calls for you "