Wednesday, December 04, 2002
is it possible... do i like him... ( no its not the him everyone thinks it is... but someone else ) and its someone that i prolli shouldnt be feeling that way towards... for a buncha reasons...but i dont know. i think ive got the " i hope to turn the corner and see him...and when i go my locker i hope hes near, and the butterflies in the stomach, hes all i think about, girlie " syndrome, that for me, always accompanies a crush. sweet and funny, cute, and pays attention to me..heheh... i think i may be crushin' but its wat i need. an innocent crush of my own.... someone who I like, and i can sit on my own and hope that one day he likes me back. not the " he likes me, so ill like him " thing. cuz it doesnt work for me! heheh but a crush..heheh.. feelin really girlie...but giddy and gigglee and happy. heheh. i dont know whether i should like him or not, but thats how i felt towards my other crushes...and it was genuine... im babbling... i gotta go now.. heheh .. i have a new crush. o my...ill post again later, im being rushed.