Wednesday, August 14, 2002
im still home unfortunately. not leavin until tonite. we'll never get there and i need to be there. i keep checking my page... no comments. im writing to the darkness....sighs.
Tuesday, August 13, 2002
"'the time has come,' the walrus said
to talk of many things
of shoes and ships and sealing wax
of cabbages and kings
and why the sea is boiling hot
and whether pigs have wings"
i dont feel like writing much, but i also dont feel like looking at those same old posts anymore...so...bon anniversaire to joe and congrats to me. i go to a party and a guy is interested.... but its the same guy that my friend has been swooning over for 2 years. i wouldnt jeopardize that friendship, which sucks for me...but she did in fact see me dancing with him...which was none of my doing.... and she said she almost got upset. but its all good. friendship proven.... mission accomplished. that jelly belly tasated like armpit. hahah. OO! i forgot to tell jackie that i saw patrick last nite. the boy has turned mega scruffy. too bad he was a real jerk to me. hes still cute. i rented deuces wild and i refuse to watch it until i get down to the boat.... but my mom is sick so we're still home. ugh. i need to be at the boat right now. my parents are bothering the hell outta me. apparently i need to plan my entire future right this minute, or all is lost. they are obnoxious. my dads gonna pop a major vein soon. anyways, i need to be down the shore, by myself, on the T dock, where theres nothing but silence, the water and the sunset. and my thoughts. i think to myself soo much, i forget that there are other people there sumtimes. ill post later.
to talk of many things
of shoes and ships and sealing wax
of cabbages and kings
and why the sea is boiling hot
and whether pigs have wings"
i dont feel like writing much, but i also dont feel like looking at those same old posts anymore...so...bon anniversaire to joe and congrats to me. i go to a party and a guy is interested.... but its the same guy that my friend has been swooning over for 2 years. i wouldnt jeopardize that friendship, which sucks for me...but she did in fact see me dancing with him...which was none of my doing.... and she said she almost got upset. but its all good. friendship proven.... mission accomplished. that jelly belly tasated like armpit. hahah. OO! i forgot to tell jackie that i saw patrick last nite. the boy has turned mega scruffy. too bad he was a real jerk to me. hes still cute. i rented deuces wild and i refuse to watch it until i get down to the boat.... but my mom is sick so we're still home. ugh. i need to be at the boat right now. my parents are bothering the hell outta me. apparently i need to plan my entire future right this minute, or all is lost. they are obnoxious. my dads gonna pop a major vein soon. anyways, i need to be down the shore, by myself, on the T dock, where theres nothing but silence, the water and the sunset. and my thoughts. i think to myself soo much, i forget that there are other people there sumtimes. ill post later.
