Take Me On Your Mighty Wings Across the Sky

Anytime I need to see your face
I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and
Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chic-a-cherry cola

I don't need to try to explain;
I just hold on tight
And If it happens again, I might move so slightly
To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball
That I need to, I want to

Come Stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you
When I get to you

Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh i gotta find out

I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment
Getting comfy getting perfect is what I live for
But a look, and then a smell of perfume
It's like I'm down on the floor
And I Don't know what I'm in for

Conversation has a time and place
In the interaction of a lover and a mate,
But the time of talking, using symbols, using words
Can be likened to a deep sea diver who is swimming with a raincoat

Come stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you
When I get to you

Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I gotta find out

Anytime I need to see your face
I just close my
And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and
Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chic-a-cherry cola

I don't need to try to explain;
I just hold on tight
And If it happens again, I might move so slightly
To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball
That I need to, I want to

Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh i gotta find out

savage garden 'i want you'

::content sigh::

today was so great. i had such a friggin blast. haha. stayin sweet with liz, being just silly and stupid with bre ( thats right, we know each other so well that we can just stare at each other and understand what the other one is sayin ) haha, "is this a blessing or is it a curse" just kiddin, gotta love it. then blowin up the balloons with jackie. watchin joe and mike rock it out. poor little ritalin boy. haha. and fighting with thomas and getting thrown the whole entire time. i had the scariest conversation of my life after we all went home. one part was obvious. my mom asked if i felt the same as before and if i was gonna go after him.... alll i could say was "i cant" but then my dad asked me if i liked thomas. haha. that is great. or terrible. anyways, i had such a great time. seriously it was great. i havent felt that good in a really long ass time. the group of people that i had there, i love em. all of em. everyone is so different but so great. they can all make me smile in their own way. i hope that everyone else had a great time. i was lifted above everything else, every bad feeling, every unrequited feeling....

"he looks like a gorilla.... a girl... a gorilla chick" --- thomas pszczola ( holy cow i think i spelled it rite) but this kid, this crackhead, understood. he was one of the only ones to ever agree with me of this one. that was reassuring and disturbing that i found myself on the same mental side as this demonic furby.

i got kinda tired tho and then i got sad. "its a bittersweet symphony" people are leaving, for summer, forever, or just until the next visit. i wished today hadnt ended because it was sooooo great. im not really sure why but im saddened by something. i dont know what. i feel like my eyes have been opened or sumthing, that ive come to a realization that i cant put my finger on. its really weird. but im also scared. a part of today scared me, worried me, and made me so bad. i hope i can trust i certain someone. i better be able to otherwise it will lead one of the biggest betrayals ever.

i feel unsafe. really unsafe, abandoned.

:: how jedi are you? ::

Incubus - Warning

Bat your eyes girl
Be otherworldly
Count your blessings
Seduce a stranger
What's so wrong with
Being happy
Kudos to those who
See through sickness
When she woke in the morning
She knew that her life had passed her by
And she called out a warning
Don't ever let life pass you by
I suggest we
Learn to love ourselves before it's
Made illegal
When will we learn?
When will we change?
Just in time to
See it all fall down
Those left standing...will make millions
Writing books on the way it should have been
When she woke in the morning
She knew that her life had passed her by
And she called out a warning
Don't ever let life pass you by
Floating in this
Cosmic jacuzzi
We are like frogs oblivious
To the water
Starting to boil
No one flinches
We all flow face down
When she woke in the morning
She knew that her life had passed her by
And she called out a warning
Don't ever let life pass you by



i read something before. it made me cry. im alone and im an easy target. im so lonely. always so lonely. theres nothing. why cant i be happy? why cant i have the one thing i want.....

To all those kids who are a lil on the teeny side.....

Alright I know, I'm a little small
But what's so great about being tall?
Soon I'll grow up and you will see
Just how beautiful I will be!


Dinky the DoDo Bird (Ty Beanie Baby)

To all those kids who are a lil on the teeny side.....

Alright I know, I'm a little small
But what's so great about being tall?
Soon I'll grow up and you will see
Just how beautiful I will be!


Dinky the DoDo Bird (Ty Beanie Baby)

she feels unacknowledged. and what, fourteen comments come to her aid, to reassure her how much everyone cares. and i love her too. but i leave 'cries for help' as ive been accused of, and my comment box is left empty. well hey, i dont get comments til someones mad at me or sumthing. it kinda sucks i think. but anyway.....

exams...one of the many banes of my existence. but i really dont care. i was pretti silly otday. the joez kids decided it would be wonderful to throw ketchup. punks. o well. they've already said last week, rite to my face, that they wouldnt mess with me, cuz im the smallest but toughest. so strange little boys are scared of me. aww hell, well what can you do...

interesting convo with joe tonite.... im a clueless cheerleader type who Doesnt know february stars and joe needed to comment that i had a 'lack thereof' in the cleavage department. heheh.... yeh.

well i went out with my mom and i bought flavor blasted goldfish and a harry potter paraphenalia piece and a really really great old mini dresser that matches my old chair on my desk. yep thats rite..no one has any idea what im talkin about. o well. and i bought the books for summer reading. i was excited cuz i love to read. lemme rephrase that , i was excited until i saw mythology. o well. i bought the count of monte cristo and hamlet as well.... finally.... im stoked. then i got my finger stuck in the door hinge ( dont ask me how , cuz i dunno) and i nail ripped off and i almost bled to death ( yeh so i like to overexaggerate) but dont worry. the witch doctor put me back together. KINDA LIKE DENVER. masking tape on the tail....heheh.

all my convos die so fast lately. im sure its because of me.

i wish i could look at life thru rose coloured glasses again like in the song "la vie en rose" thatd be great.

gnight.

~Libra~

Your stellar performance brings yawns from those you hoped to impress. Don't take it too personally when someone doesn't understand you or questions your passionate motivation. Keep doing the same thing, just maybe in a different location. You're worth a lot to the people who matter, the people who will support you no matter what you do. Keep your shield up, as you are bound to be on the receiving end of someone else's bad day. Though your feathers may be ruffled, you'll still be able to fly.