Wednesday, May 29, 2002
"Crash"
As I lie tossing in my bed
Lost in my fears remembering what you said
And I try to hide the truth within
The mask of myself shows its face again
Still I lie time and time again
Will you deny me when we meet again?
And I feel like I'm falling
Farther every day
But I know that you're there
Watching over me
And I feel like I'm drowning
The waves crashing over me
But I know that your love
It will set me free
As I find truth where I found it times before
As I search for your hope
I'm finding so much more
And I try to be more like you
And I deny myself to prove my heart is true
I hear your voice calling
The time has come for me
Inside this life I’m living
There’s nothing left for me
My mind is slowly fading
So far away from me
Each time I start crawling
You’re there watching me
yes thats another 12 stones song...its different. good driving beat in the middle. well today was a good day. i dont wanna get into it now tho. ::sighs:: il me fait sentir heureusement. im still pretti silly altho overtired. i was being reflective with a friend again. haha. scary i know. we decided that i have been a good patient girl in waiting for love. im basically cute, actually. well, im still waiting. heheh. so anyway... today was a good day.... people made me smile. o and i spent like an hour talkin to frank. what an odd little child. hahah. well gnight peoplez.
As I lie tossing in my bed
Lost in my fears remembering what you said
And I try to hide the truth within
The mask of myself shows its face again
Still I lie time and time again
Will you deny me when we meet again?
And I feel like I'm falling
Farther every day
But I know that you're there
Watching over me
And I feel like I'm drowning
The waves crashing over me
But I know that your love
It will set me free
As I find truth where I found it times before
As I search for your hope
I'm finding so much more
And I try to be more like you
And I deny myself to prove my heart is true
I hear your voice calling
The time has come for me
Inside this life I’m living
There’s nothing left for me
My mind is slowly fading
So far away from me
Each time I start crawling
You’re there watching me
yes thats another 12 stones song...its different. good driving beat in the middle. well today was a good day. i dont wanna get into it now tho. ::sighs:: il me fait sentir heureusement. im still pretti silly altho overtired. i was being reflective with a friend again. haha. scary i know. we decided that i have been a good patient girl in waiting for love. im basically cute, actually. well, im still waiting. heheh. so anyway... today was a good day.... people made me smile. o and i spent like an hour talkin to frank. what an odd little child. hahah. well gnight peoplez.
Tuesday, May 28, 2002
"My Life"
I find myself in question again
And I doubt this Love you've given to me
I hope you understand when I say
I need this time to myself
You speak your mind to me again
You force your words so deep within
You try to tell me how to live
But it's my life
I know your open arms too well
Cause I’ve lost myself there many times before
I need to slowly fall away
Far from the grip you have on me
You speak your mind to me again
You force your words so deep within
You try to tell me how to live
But it's my life
I find these words were never true
I've lost all my respect for you
I need to find my own way
It's my life
gotta get away
One step away
I gotta get away
Just one step away
I gotta away you're pushing me away
I gotta get away
Well I'm gone
the 12 stones cd finally came out. i didnt get it yet. but i love their music. and this song is soo great. it doesnt match my mood but its really great .... im soo excited. this is great music. yeh joe, obsessed.... determined... same thing. well im excited and breannes gotta wrap it up.
I find myself in question again
And I doubt this Love you've given to me
I hope you understand when I say
I need this time to myself
You speak your mind to me again
You force your words so deep within
You try to tell me how to live
But it's my life
I know your open arms too well
Cause I’ve lost myself there many times before
I need to slowly fall away
Far from the grip you have on me
You speak your mind to me again
You force your words so deep within
You try to tell me how to live
But it's my life
I find these words were never true
I've lost all my respect for you
I need to find my own way
It's my life
gotta get away
One step away
I gotta get away
Just one step away
I gotta away you're pushing me away
I gotta get away
Well I'm gone
the 12 stones cd finally came out. i didnt get it yet. but i love their music. and this song is soo great. it doesnt match my mood but its really great .... im soo excited. this is great music. yeh joe, obsessed.... determined... same thing. well im excited and breannes gotta wrap it up.
