Wednesday, May 15, 2002
Adema
Speculum
There's so many people dying
You complain about your situation
What about me?
Half the world wouldn't know
What it's like to lose your seed
Maybe you can understand
(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
The guilt has lasted years, still cry
It was all planned out
Why was I last to know?
Don't you trust in me?
The table's cold, it's too late
To make up for these mistakes
Maybe you can't understand
(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(How I feel)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday
(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(How I feel)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday
god... two of the most wonderful most important people in my life are gone. they've gone. hopefully we'll keep im touch but what will i do everyday without my big sister liz and who the hell am i gonna spar with if johns not there? i cried on the bus, but no more tears for now......
Speculum
There's so many people dying
You complain about your situation
What about me?
Half the world wouldn't know
What it's like to lose your seed
Maybe you can understand
(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
The guilt has lasted years, still cry
It was all planned out
Why was I last to know?
Don't you trust in me?
The table's cold, it's too late
To make up for these mistakes
Maybe you can't understand
(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(How I feel)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday
(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(How I feel)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday
god... two of the most wonderful most important people in my life are gone. they've gone. hopefully we'll keep im touch but what will i do everyday without my big sister liz and who the hell am i gonna spar with if johns not there? i cried on the bus, but no more tears for now......
Monday, May 13, 2002
And One
Where should I start?
Disjointed heart
I’ve got not commitment
To my own flesh
And I’m left all alone
Can’t find my home
No one to hear me, to heal my ill heart, I
Keep it locked up inside
I cannot express to the point I’ve regressed
If anger’s a gift, then I guess I’ve been blessed, I
Pre chorus:
Keep it locked up inside
Keep my distance from your lies
It’s too late to love me now
You helped me to show me
It’s too late to love me now
You don’t take a word in
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace (2x)
Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Break)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace (Me)
Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Too)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Pre chorus
Chorus (2x)
Keep my distance (4x)
Linkin Park ( what did you have to guess)
well thats where im at rite now. i need to take all that crap that is gettin under my skin and really making me upset for watever reason.... and take it away. "take you out of my blood to bring me peace. no boys rite now. im in a really bad position that i dont wanna be in. things hurt. too many things hurt. i need a break for a while. so no boys no complications, not even bre's new guy she lined up for me. i dont want anyone rite now. i really have to take care of me first. im takin a nap now.
"i will always love you, but i cant live like this."
Where should I start?
Disjointed heart
I’ve got not commitment
To my own flesh
And I’m left all alone
Can’t find my home
No one to hear me, to heal my ill heart, I
Keep it locked up inside
I cannot express to the point I’ve regressed
If anger’s a gift, then I guess I’ve been blessed, I
Pre chorus:
Keep it locked up inside
Keep my distance from your lies
It’s too late to love me now
You helped me to show me
It’s too late to love me now
You don’t take a word in
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace (2x)
Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Break)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace (Me)
Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Too)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Pre chorus
Chorus (2x)
Keep my distance (4x)
Linkin Park ( what did you have to guess)
well thats where im at rite now. i need to take all that crap that is gettin under my skin and really making me upset for watever reason.... and take it away. "take you out of my blood to bring me peace. no boys rite now. im in a really bad position that i dont wanna be in. things hurt. too many things hurt. i need a break for a while. so no boys no complications, not even bre's new guy she lined up for me. i dont want anyone rite now. i really have to take care of me first. im takin a nap now.
"i will always love you, but i cant live like this."