Friday, May 03, 2002
Linkin Park
Carousel
She can’t hide no matter how hard she tries
Her secret disguise behind her lies
And at night she cries away her pride
With eyes shut tight, staring at her inside
All her friends know why she can’t sleep at night
All her family asking if she’s all right
All she wants to do is get rid of this hell
But all she’s gotta do is stop kidding herself
She can only fool herself for so long (3x)
She can only fool herself
I’m too weak to face me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
When it comes to how to live his life
He can’t be told
Says he’s got it all under control
Thinks he knows it’s not a problem he’s stuck with
But in reality, it’d be a problem to just quit
An addict and he can’t hold the reigns
The pain is worse ‘cause his friends have it the same
Tries to slow down the problem he’s got
But can’t get off the carousel
Until he makes it stop
He can only fool himself for so long (3x)
He can only fool himself
Chorus
Try to fly with the wings I gave you
Try to do what you believe and I’ll save you
Chorus (4x)
Carousel
She can’t hide no matter how hard she tries
Her secret disguise behind her lies
And at night she cries away her pride
With eyes shut tight, staring at her inside
All her friends know why she can’t sleep at night
All her family asking if she’s all right
All she wants to do is get rid of this hell
But all she’s gotta do is stop kidding herself
She can only fool herself for so long (3x)
She can only fool herself
I’m too weak to face me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
When it comes to how to live his life
He can’t be told
Says he’s got it all under control
Thinks he knows it’s not a problem he’s stuck with
But in reality, it’d be a problem to just quit
An addict and he can’t hold the reigns
The pain is worse ‘cause his friends have it the same
Tries to slow down the problem he’s got
But can’t get off the carousel
Until he makes it stop
He can only fool himself for so long (3x)
He can only fool himself
Chorus
Try to fly with the wings I gave you
Try to do what you believe and I’ll save you
Chorus (4x)
Thursday, May 02, 2002
Adema
Giving In
Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
(Oh fuck)
I look forward, to dying tonight
Drinks still on myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in now!
Take me under
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all that faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
yeh well i love that song. its so good and so perfect for me. ive had enough of feeling shitty altho i cant always shake it.... ive givin in. i wanna be happy again. there is so much pressure from everything and it suffocates me. god ive cried too much over too many things. i dont want to be that anymore. i dont want to be like that anymore. i realli gotta be happy and silly and hyper again. its how i feel good, the onli way. being hyper and silly and with my friends ... thats wat i find comfort in...and i havent been able to find comfort in a while. i dont realli wanna post anything rite now but i wanted to post that song into the void. and now, to sleep.
Giving In
Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
(Oh fuck)
I look forward, to dying tonight
Drinks still on myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in now!
Take me under
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all that faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
yeh well i love that song. its so good and so perfect for me. ive had enough of feeling shitty altho i cant always shake it.... ive givin in. i wanna be happy again. there is so much pressure from everything and it suffocates me. god ive cried too much over too many things. i dont want to be that anymore. i dont want to be like that anymore. i realli gotta be happy and silly and hyper again. its how i feel good, the onli way. being hyper and silly and with my friends ... thats wat i find comfort in...and i havent been able to find comfort in a while. i dont realli wanna post anything rite now but i wanted to post that song into the void. and now, to sleep.
Monday, April 29, 2002
"Remember The Moon !! "
Sunday, April 28, 2002
Just a small town girl, livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train goin' anywhere
Just a city boy, born and raised in south Detroit
He took the midnight train goin' anywhere
A singer in a smokey room
A smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on
Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlight people, living just to find emotion
Hiding, somewhere in the night
Working hard to get my fill,
everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice,
just one more time
Some will win, some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on
(chorus)
Don't stop believin'
Hold on to the feelin'
Streetlight people
dont stop believin' -- journey
well... yeh... never give up believing. yeh i know ive been sounding like the sister of death lately, but really, dont give up. keep fighting. its all i got, so ima put up a hardcore fight. ' live for the fight when its all that you got' thats gotta be my motto. i have nothing. nothing but the fight. 'its the human condition to fight to the death.' well... yeh. the storm is an awaking i guess.... figuratively speaking. i feel alive. spent the night chillin' with kenny. apparently hes a horn dog. ugh. hes a sweeti. gets his license in 37 days. camaro, jackie, camaro. but ya know.... ive found a light, however small it may be, at the end of the tunnel. yeh, its far off, probably unatainable. i feel alrite tonite. ive feel bad again tomorrow. but for now.... ill be alrite.
im really worried about my friends. lots of em. im scared that they have forgotten how to be to be happy. everyone seems so hurt and dragged down and worried. god i wish everyone's problems could just disappear and everyone could be happy. unrealistic hope i know. and even tho for me ... happiness ... its a vague concept. guys, i love you. feel better.
im tired now. work kicked the hell outta me. my feets hurt, and im tired from starin at kenny...haha. yeh rite. "run and tell the angels that everythings alrite."
bonsoir mes anges. grosses bises.
She took the midnight train goin' anywhere
Just a city boy, born and raised in south Detroit
He took the midnight train goin' anywhere
A singer in a smokey room
A smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on
Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlight people, living just to find emotion
Hiding, somewhere in the night
Working hard to get my fill,
everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice,
just one more time
Some will win, some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on
(chorus)
Don't stop believin'
Hold on to the feelin'
Streetlight people
dont stop believin' -- journey
well... yeh... never give up believing. yeh i know ive been sounding like the sister of death lately, but really, dont give up. keep fighting. its all i got, so ima put up a hardcore fight. ' live for the fight when its all that you got' thats gotta be my motto. i have nothing. nothing but the fight. 'its the human condition to fight to the death.' well... yeh. the storm is an awaking i guess.... figuratively speaking. i feel alive. spent the night chillin' with kenny. apparently hes a horn dog. ugh. hes a sweeti. gets his license in 37 days. camaro, jackie, camaro. but ya know.... ive found a light, however small it may be, at the end of the tunnel. yeh, its far off, probably unatainable. i feel alrite tonite. ive feel bad again tomorrow. but for now.... ill be alrite.
im really worried about my friends. lots of em. im scared that they have forgotten how to be to be happy. everyone seems so hurt and dragged down and worried. god i wish everyone's problems could just disappear and everyone could be happy. unrealistic hope i know. and even tho for me ... happiness ... its a vague concept. guys, i love you. feel better.
im tired now. work kicked the hell outta me. my feets hurt, and im tired from starin at kenny...haha. yeh rite. "run and tell the angels that everythings alrite."
bonsoir mes anges. grosses bises.
another night follows the day
like a child does to its mother
and everywhere i look i see your face
on the faces of others and i cant escape the pain.....
All the questions
I went through
I never told myself the truth
I turned my back
On you and me
'Cause I was scared to see
That we weren't
Who we used to be
So now I'm
Trying hard to
Let go, let you go
But I can't seem to
Loosen my grip
Trying hard to
Let go, let you go
Let you go, go
Feeling emptiness inside
A part of me already died
But I pretended to go on
Like everything's ok
And all we built began to fall
As I began to lose it all
Shut my eyes
And set me free
'Cause I was scared to see
That we weren't
Who we used to be
So now I'm
Trying hard to
Let go, let you go
But I can't seem to
Loosen my grip
Trying hard to
Let go, let you go
Let you go, go
You're all that
I ever wanted
You're everything
That I need
But now it's finally over
Time for goodbyes
I needed so now I'm
Trying hard to
Let go, let you go
But I can't seem to
Loosen my grip
Trying hard to
Let go, let you go
Let you go, go
losing my grip -- hoobastank
there are no more words. so heres a song. cya ya around. leave a message.
like a child does to its mother
and everywhere i look i see your face
on the faces of others and i cant escape the pain.....
All the questions
I went through
I never told myself the truth
I turned my back
On you and me
'Cause I was scared to see
That we weren't
Who we used to be
So now I'm
Trying hard to
Let go, let you go
But I can't seem to
Loosen my grip
Trying hard to
Let go, let you go
Let you go, go
Feeling emptiness inside
A part of me already died
But I pretended to go on
Like everything's ok
And all we built began to fall
As I began to lose it all
Shut my eyes
And set me free
'Cause I was scared to see
That we weren't
Who we used to be
So now I'm
Trying hard to
Let go, let you go
But I can't seem to
Loosen my grip
Trying hard to
Let go, let you go
Let you go, go
You're all that
I ever wanted
You're everything
That I need
But now it's finally over
Time for goodbyes
I needed so now I'm
Trying hard to
Let go, let you go
But I can't seem to
Loosen my grip
Trying hard to
Let go, let you go
Let you go, go
losing my grip -- hoobastank
there are no more words. so heres a song. cya ya around. leave a message.