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Friday, April 12, 2002

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am


i love goo goo dolls and this song is great. i was flippin thru the channels and they popped up so i posted this great song.
well, i let jackie in on my secret, she finally knows who ive liked, ever since i swore i wouldnt tell her. but after all this time and i still like him, i slipped yesterday in all my anguish and confusion. i just hope ur not mad at me for not telling you. i didnt mean to do anything wrong. luv ya. on another note, talked to the ed for 45 minutes last nite...boy thinks hes black..but hes cute and nice heh but listens to my conversations on the bus. thats a lil weird and quite unsuspected. my mom seems to think that i cant find happiness in anything in my life. the onli place i will ever find happiness .... is my friends. they are my life and all i want. my mom is gone. bent. quite psycho and i may have to get a straight jacket. i gotta go babysit now.

"and its fallin' all around us"

Thursday, April 11, 2002

well i cried all morning. lots of things that hurt real bad. but im kinda better. everything is better, just not mom. thanks to jackie michelle and joe for pullin me thru today. i realized something today. i dont want a bf. i dont need a guy to make me happy and i have no intention of looking for one. i saw today that i do have great friends, a rather small group, but none the less, they are mine. friends is the thing that gets me thru everything... that make my life worth living. ive been goin thru some tough times and i need to take care of myself for a while, without complications. rite now, i think i need to love myself, before someone else loves me, ya know. i mean who else can you turn into a complete cheeseball on and they'll just join in ! haha ! its what i enjoy most, just being with friends, no complications, no heavy hearts, just good times. thats what i want, no guy problems, no boyfriends, just boys who are friends and girlies who are friends... chilling. i love you all. thanks for today.

god there is something making me so uncomfortable i cant breahte. but i cant even get into it here.

"we'll be, you'll see, we'll be friends forever."

Sunday, April 07, 2002

Thank you very much to stupid JMAN ( ::Gag:: Jman, im thanking Jman ::Gag:: ) for sending me this actually adorable lil quiz. im goldfish. miss michelle would enjoy that. this one fits, since we always sing this enjoyable little jingle. I love fishes cuz they're sooo delicious !


I'm Goldfish!

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