Saturday, March 30, 2002
Now I've told you this once before
You can't control me
If you try to take me down you're gonna break
Now I feel your every nothing that you're doing for me
I'm picking you outa me
you run away
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone
You're always hiding behind your so called goddess
So what you don't think that we can see your face
Resurrected back before the final fallen
now they've arrest utill I can make my own way
I'm not afraid of fading
I stand alone
Feeling your sting down inside of me
I'm not dying for it
I stand alone
Everything that I believe is fading
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone
And now its my time (now its my time)
It's my time to dream (my time to dream)
Dream of the sky (dream of the sky)
Make me believe that this place is invaded
By the poison in me
Help me decide if my fire will burn out
Before you can breathe
Breathe into me
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone
Feeling your sting down inside of me
I'm not dying for it
I stand alone
Everything that I believe is fading
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone
Inside
I Stand Alone Godsmack
i have been rocking out to that song for two weeks. so far my break has been a blur. but hey, " I am the lord of the Flame" -- Sid.
i went down to summer love to put in the before season grunt work. i loved every minute of it. waxin that beast is a pain, but its funny. mr miyagi would be happy. im takin wax on wax off. that adorable teen mechanic mike was there. even cuter than before. so anyways, the boats shapin up nice. i cant wait. it always makes me feel so alive to be down there, just the shore, the boat, the breeze, the sounds, the people. its heaven. jack, i was hopin ryan was gonna be there but sniffle he wasnt.
well following the immutual form lately, talking about friends, i kinda wanna explain my take on my friendship woes. i long and yearn to have friends and to hang out with them and talk on the phone but i wont put anything together. i wont call. im afraid. im afraid that whoever is on the other end of the line doesnt wanna talk to me. they just put up with me to be polite, or they in truth hate me. maybe its stupid but i feel like no one ever wants to talk to me. case in point, whether im in school or online, im the one who has to start a conversation and keep it going, heaven forbid anyone would want to talk to me. well, whatever, i just wanted to put that out there, send it to the void. as for myself, my heart is heavy. my heart does break, but so slowly that its killing me. but hell no will i give in to this shit. onli for a moment, then " barely treading water, knowing i will not give up." "you live for the fight when its all that you got"
il pleure dans mon coeur -- it rains in my heart
for those doubting the friendships you have... i can onli speak for myself and i want you guys to know.... that if im a friend, which i am, im a die hard friend. i will always be there, no matter what you think. friendship is one of the most important things in my life and you can always go to me. like i said before, im scared to call anyone, because i doubt what i think i have. but give me a call, i love my friends more than myself, feel free to lean on me. this is one oompa loompa who can handle it.
i went to the easter vigil tonite, ya know, darkness and candles... i love it. its sooo beautiful. the music was extremely great this year. as we were walking out, this kid i know, laurens friend paul, starts talkin to me, tellin me how he burnt his hand and how he was playin with wax and how hes a pyro. apparently he almost set his sisters hair ablaze. well, heheh, another one! it was funny....
so i guess all i can do is ask you guys to call. i dont believe in myself. its my downfall. but gimme a call. ::732 651 6974:: id welcome it with open arms (( journey song plays in my head now)) "so now i turn to you with open arms, theres nothing to hide, believe that i say" -- one of the best ballads ever. happy easter all.
You can't control me
If you try to take me down you're gonna break
Now I feel your every nothing that you're doing for me
I'm picking you outa me
you run away
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone
You're always hiding behind your so called goddess
So what you don't think that we can see your face
Resurrected back before the final fallen
now they've arrest utill I can make my own way
I'm not afraid of fading
I stand alone
Feeling your sting down inside of me
I'm not dying for it
I stand alone
Everything that I believe is fading
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone
And now its my time (now its my time)
It's my time to dream (my time to dream)
Dream of the sky (dream of the sky)
Make me believe that this place is invaded
By the poison in me
Help me decide if my fire will burn out
Before you can breathe
Breathe into me
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone
Feeling your sting down inside of me
I'm not dying for it
I stand alone
Everything that I believe is fading
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone
Inside
I Stand Alone Godsmack
i have been rocking out to that song for two weeks. so far my break has been a blur. but hey, " I am the lord of the Flame" -- Sid.
i went down to summer love to put in the before season grunt work. i loved every minute of it. waxin that beast is a pain, but its funny. mr miyagi would be happy. im takin wax on wax off. that adorable teen mechanic mike was there. even cuter than before. so anyways, the boats shapin up nice. i cant wait. it always makes me feel so alive to be down there, just the shore, the boat, the breeze, the sounds, the people. its heaven. jack, i was hopin ryan was gonna be there but sniffle he wasnt.
well following the immutual form lately, talking about friends, i kinda wanna explain my take on my friendship woes. i long and yearn to have friends and to hang out with them and talk on the phone but i wont put anything together. i wont call. im afraid. im afraid that whoever is on the other end of the line doesnt wanna talk to me. they just put up with me to be polite, or they in truth hate me. maybe its stupid but i feel like no one ever wants to talk to me. case in point, whether im in school or online, im the one who has to start a conversation and keep it going, heaven forbid anyone would want to talk to me. well, whatever, i just wanted to put that out there, send it to the void. as for myself, my heart is heavy. my heart does break, but so slowly that its killing me. but hell no will i give in to this shit. onli for a moment, then " barely treading water, knowing i will not give up." "you live for the fight when its all that you got"
il pleure dans mon coeur -- it rains in my heart
for those doubting the friendships you have... i can onli speak for myself and i want you guys to know.... that if im a friend, which i am, im a die hard friend. i will always be there, no matter what you think. friendship is one of the most important things in my life and you can always go to me. like i said before, im scared to call anyone, because i doubt what i think i have. but give me a call, i love my friends more than myself, feel free to lean on me. this is one oompa loompa who can handle it.
i went to the easter vigil tonite, ya know, darkness and candles... i love it. its sooo beautiful. the music was extremely great this year. as we were walking out, this kid i know, laurens friend paul, starts talkin to me, tellin me how he burnt his hand and how he was playin with wax and how hes a pyro. apparently he almost set his sisters hair ablaze. well, heheh, another one! it was funny....
so i guess all i can do is ask you guys to call. i dont believe in myself. its my downfall. but gimme a call. ::732 651 6974:: id welcome it with open arms (( journey song plays in my head now)) "so now i turn to you with open arms, theres nothing to hide, believe that i say" -- one of the best ballads ever. happy easter all.
