Friday, February 15, 2002
Nirvana
In Bloom
Sell the kids for food
Weather changes moods
Spring is here again
Reproductive glands
He's the one
Who likes all the pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it mean
Knows not what it mean
And I say
He's the one
Who likes all the pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it mean
Knows not what it mean
And I say yeah
We can have some more
Nature is a whore
Bruises on the fruit
Tender age in bloom
He's the one
Who likes all the pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it mean
Knows not what it mean
And I say
He's the one
Who likes all the pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it mean
Knows not what it mean
And I say yeah
He's the one
Who likes all the pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it mean
Knows not what it mean
And I say
He's the one
Who likes all the pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it mean
Knows not what it mean
And I say yeah
i wanna thank mike and joe for pulling me out of my slump today. i felt realli terrible all day. and i realli appreciate neither one of you asking too many questions and haunting me about my mood. you just understood and gave me hugz ( or got me in trouble - mike ur a bad boy!! just joshin). o and mike, thanks for the comment... and "im not ticklish !! heheh/ maybe i was just feeling sum post valentines day stress. and as for someone else, how dare you !! i tried to make you understand that i was just in a bad mood, that i didnt wanna upset anyone and to just give me space til i snapped out of it. and instead of telling me that you had a problem with me, you commented to other people that i was "such a bitch." how dare you! and how weak you must be to feel that you cant tell me that you have problem with me, that you're scared to, for you just talk about me to other people. that is one of the things that will put you on my shit list. you have no idea how mad i am at you. o well. ur a fading memory rite now, im movin on, to better things. well im proud of myself for yesterday lil journey to the land of the french. it made sense!! yes!! yeh well, we already knew i was "miss french kiss." heheh. a friend asked me today, "so how are you and * doing?" haha, yeh thats funny. my cousins are over now so i cant do anything because they are constantly looking over my shoulders. i may have to kill them. i wonder if you whack out a family member, " could i get in trouble?" heheh , jk.
for some reason i was totally enraptured with linkin park. i listened to it this morning and i realized that when i listen, every fiber of my being is affected. its sooo weird. it makes my heart beat faster and when i hear lp's songs, i feel every emotion in existence running thru me. its the most undescribable thing. its more than awesome. it makes me feel alive ! haha.
Lost Boys Quote du Jour: You're a vampire Michael. My own brother a goddamn shitsuckin vampire. You wait til mom finds out buddy!"
well im high on sugar now. my dad brought home like a million strawberries and i cut em up into bite size pieces, put em in a container, wet em, and drowned em in sugar. most people douse their fruit with rum or vodka for a buzz.... the sugar is enough. i loooove this stuff!! mmmmmmmm yummy in my tummy. so anyway, i wanna go all this weekend, chillin with friends. i need a release and ive realized that i cant always find that on my own. i need my friends sumtimes to bail me out and thats what i need rite now. so if anyone wants to do anything this weekend, give me a call, or IM me, or email, watever. and people, ive had enough of the my commment counter reading zero! if i were to base the relative fullness of my life to my fellow bloggers, my life would be empty!! so leave a message. i like reading em, and i dont care if they dont make sense. like anything ive said in this post made sense anyway. ill post later.
"its time for quiet shakes."
buhbye
In Bloom
Sell the kids for food
Weather changes moods
Spring is here again
Reproductive glands
He's the one
Who likes all the pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it mean
Knows not what it mean
And I say
He's the one
Who likes all the pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it mean
Knows not what it mean
And I say yeah
We can have some more
Nature is a whore
Bruises on the fruit
Tender age in bloom
He's the one
Who likes all the pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it mean
Knows not what it mean
And I say
He's the one
Who likes all the pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it mean
Knows not what it mean
And I say yeah
He's the one
Who likes all the pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it mean
Knows not what it mean
And I say
He's the one
Who likes all the pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it mean
Knows not what it mean
And I say yeah
i wanna thank mike and joe for pulling me out of my slump today. i felt realli terrible all day. and i realli appreciate neither one of you asking too many questions and haunting me about my mood. you just understood and gave me hugz ( or got me in trouble - mike ur a bad boy!! just joshin). o and mike, thanks for the comment... and "im not ticklish !! heheh/ maybe i was just feeling sum post valentines day stress. and as for someone else, how dare you !! i tried to make you understand that i was just in a bad mood, that i didnt wanna upset anyone and to just give me space til i snapped out of it. and instead of telling me that you had a problem with me, you commented to other people that i was "such a bitch." how dare you! and how weak you must be to feel that you cant tell me that you have problem with me, that you're scared to, for you just talk about me to other people. that is one of the things that will put you on my shit list. you have no idea how mad i am at you. o well. ur a fading memory rite now, im movin on, to better things. well im proud of myself for yesterday lil journey to the land of the french. it made sense!! yes!! yeh well, we already knew i was "miss french kiss." heheh. a friend asked me today, "so how are you and * doing?" haha, yeh thats funny. my cousins are over now so i cant do anything because they are constantly looking over my shoulders. i may have to kill them. i wonder if you whack out a family member, " could i get in trouble?" heheh , jk.
for some reason i was totally enraptured with linkin park. i listened to it this morning and i realized that when i listen, every fiber of my being is affected. its sooo weird. it makes my heart beat faster and when i hear lp's songs, i feel every emotion in existence running thru me. its the most undescribable thing. its more than awesome. it makes me feel alive ! haha.
Lost Boys Quote du Jour: You're a vampire Michael. My own brother a goddamn shitsuckin vampire. You wait til mom finds out buddy!"
well im high on sugar now. my dad brought home like a million strawberries and i cut em up into bite size pieces, put em in a container, wet em, and drowned em in sugar. most people douse their fruit with rum or vodka for a buzz.... the sugar is enough. i loooove this stuff!! mmmmmmmm yummy in my tummy. so anyway, i wanna go all this weekend, chillin with friends. i need a release and ive realized that i cant always find that on my own. i need my friends sumtimes to bail me out and thats what i need rite now. so if anyone wants to do anything this weekend, give me a call, or IM me, or email, watever. and people, ive had enough of the my commment counter reading zero! if i were to base the relative fullness of my life to my fellow bloggers, my life would be empty!! so leave a message. i like reading em, and i dont care if they dont make sense. like anything ive said in this post made sense anyway. ill post later.
"its time for quiet shakes."
buhbye
Thursday, February 14, 2002
je souhaite que je pourrais vous dire combien je t'aime. je vous souhaite ai su ce que me suis senti je pour vous. je vous souhaite ai su que mes battements de coeur pour vous. et cela vous êtes celui qui me fait le sourire. je t'aime. vous savez la vérité mais je souhaite que vous feutre moi ce qui me sens je pour vous. je peux seulement souhaiter. j'espère ce un jour, vous m'aimerai. peut-être c'est seulement dans mes rêves que je peux être heureuse.
heh, well, thats just how i feel right now. its probably better that this time, no one can understand what im feeling. i want to tell you how i feel, and this is the safest way. in a way that no one will understand. i want you to know, but this is all i could handle. i mean i know that there are online translators and stuff but i wont put a running translation here. whatever.
so yeh its valentines day! ha. i woke this morning completely dreading the hugz and hearts and whatnot. so i went in to school wiht my lil valentines for my friends... it was as valentine-y as i thought i could get. but everyone was just in an all around sweet mood. i exchanged my valentines and i decided that id give out sum balloons too. i actually enjoyed the morning. joe gave me a rose this morning. ive never had a boy give me a flower before in my life. it made my day. haha. and yeh i agree with sue, who would say that ur flowers werent enough of a gesture. they must be out of their minds. it was the sweetest thing anyone's ever done for me. i loved it. o yeh mary almost strangled me when i gave her a balloon. heh. so i got balloons from mary jack michelle janet and mike. mike you were rite, there were lots of hugz today, from everyone. this was the first valentines day i actually enjoyed. i loved the flower and the balloons and just being with friends, people who proved to me that they care. i needed the reassurance. i think that during school, i was totally and completely happy. i havent been happy in a while. i do still wish that i had someone to share today with, other than my friends. but i guess the onli time that i would get that wish will be in my dreams. i know that its possible, so ill treasure the friendship. i know that it could never be anything more. so ill acept the way things are and ill just enjoy my wishes in my dreams.
no way mike!! heheh. im not ticklish. just you try it. no way, no how. im not ticklish, not one teensy tiny lil bit. heh. hey jackie, this was the ed's away message...
"i aint here rite now ill holla later ...uno" thats all im gonna say for that. heheh UNO.
as for now, im alone again. it always dissolves down to me, by myself, wishing that i was with you or my friends. why am i always alone? why is it that there is never anyone who wants to just be with me? "this is my story, the story of the unlovable." ::sighs:: i wish that i could tell everybody, that im not just some little weirdo. that im not some violent shrimp. i wish people knew that i am sweet, that im actually funny, and nice. i do have a big heart. and id give my life for my friends. i wish that someone knew the real me, because i try to show it, i realli do, but the image gets distorted. somehow. argh. i wish that i knew that there were people who cared. that there were people who see me for who i realli am, not just how i come across to everyone else. i always feel so alone. no matter what happens. i always feel like im always on my own, by myself. what the hell is so wrong with me? im not a bad person and i just wanna know what is so wrong with me that no one likes me, or cares to be around me. while everyone of my friends will have a date to prom, nope not me. ill be the one friend in the group that just kinda gets dragged around. the tag along. its all ive ever been. im always alone.
i had a dream last night about london. it got me really upset. mike, you're the onli one who would understand this... but i dreamt that what happened last year happened again in london. but this time, i was alone. there was no one there to hold me and comfort me. it scared me. my stomach started to hurt and i felt terrible. i was afraid. i know how weird this sounds to everyone else, but i know that mike, you understand.
im way beyond upset but i keep thinking about one thing about today and i feel better. but the other feelings are still underlying. they never realli go away. maybe ill post again later. o and guys, pretti please leave a comment. i dont care what its about, but leave a message for me. i like to read them. my empty comment pages just prove to me another reason on why i feel alone. i dunno. sweet dreams and happy valentines. thank you to my friends.
heh, well, thats just how i feel right now. its probably better that this time, no one can understand what im feeling. i want to tell you how i feel, and this is the safest way. in a way that no one will understand. i want you to know, but this is all i could handle. i mean i know that there are online translators and stuff but i wont put a running translation here. whatever.
so yeh its valentines day! ha. i woke this morning completely dreading the hugz and hearts and whatnot. so i went in to school wiht my lil valentines for my friends... it was as valentine-y as i thought i could get. but everyone was just in an all around sweet mood. i exchanged my valentines and i decided that id give out sum balloons too. i actually enjoyed the morning. joe gave me a rose this morning. ive never had a boy give me a flower before in my life. it made my day. haha. and yeh i agree with sue, who would say that ur flowers werent enough of a gesture. they must be out of their minds. it was the sweetest thing anyone's ever done for me. i loved it. o yeh mary almost strangled me when i gave her a balloon. heh. so i got balloons from mary jack michelle janet and mike. mike you were rite, there were lots of hugz today, from everyone. this was the first valentines day i actually enjoyed. i loved the flower and the balloons and just being with friends, people who proved to me that they care. i needed the reassurance. i think that during school, i was totally and completely happy. i havent been happy in a while. i do still wish that i had someone to share today with, other than my friends. but i guess the onli time that i would get that wish will be in my dreams. i know that its possible, so ill treasure the friendship. i know that it could never be anything more. so ill acept the way things are and ill just enjoy my wishes in my dreams.
no way mike!! heheh. im not ticklish. just you try it. no way, no how. im not ticklish, not one teensy tiny lil bit. heh. hey jackie, this was the ed's away message...
"i aint here rite now ill holla later ...uno" thats all im gonna say for that. heheh UNO.
as for now, im alone again. it always dissolves down to me, by myself, wishing that i was with you or my friends. why am i always alone? why is it that there is never anyone who wants to just be with me? "this is my story, the story of the unlovable." ::sighs:: i wish that i could tell everybody, that im not just some little weirdo. that im not some violent shrimp. i wish people knew that i am sweet, that im actually funny, and nice. i do have a big heart. and id give my life for my friends. i wish that someone knew the real me, because i try to show it, i realli do, but the image gets distorted. somehow. argh. i wish that i knew that there were people who cared. that there were people who see me for who i realli am, not just how i come across to everyone else. i always feel so alone. no matter what happens. i always feel like im always on my own, by myself. what the hell is so wrong with me? im not a bad person and i just wanna know what is so wrong with me that no one likes me, or cares to be around me. while everyone of my friends will have a date to prom, nope not me. ill be the one friend in the group that just kinda gets dragged around. the tag along. its all ive ever been. im always alone.
i had a dream last night about london. it got me really upset. mike, you're the onli one who would understand this... but i dreamt that what happened last year happened again in london. but this time, i was alone. there was no one there to hold me and comfort me. it scared me. my stomach started to hurt and i felt terrible. i was afraid. i know how weird this sounds to everyone else, but i know that mike, you understand.
im way beyond upset but i keep thinking about one thing about today and i feel better. but the other feelings are still underlying. they never realli go away. maybe ill post again later. o and guys, pretti please leave a comment. i dont care what its about, but leave a message for me. i like to read them. my empty comment pages just prove to me another reason on why i feel alone. i dunno. sweet dreams and happy valentines. thank you to my friends.
Wednesday, February 13, 2002
::sighs:: valentines day. i dont have anything against valentines day but its kinda like a " shot thru the heart" for people like me who dont have anyone. i was talkin to kim ho during 8th and she was telling me about her and her bf and wat was plans for their vday. and then she just goes " so do you have anyone special to share valentines day with... so i force a smile, blurt out No, and turn back, facing foward. it does make me feel bad. but anyway... today was a relatively painless day. i woke up this morning the happiest ive ever felt in my life. im talkin pure happines.. and i have no idea why. it was cool. i just wish that i knew why, so i could recreate the circumtances and the feelings. anyway... ms. gaulle was sick, and i didnt wanna call because i woke her up last time i did that. well as for spike im still not innocent . hmm. i hung out with michelle this morning. we were cheeky fellows, werent we! being all silly and whatnot. "Hyper-Extended Midget Tour".. omigod that is classic!! i think that that is hysterical. and mike tried to tickle me this morning, but im not the least bit ticklish.... haha... my massive conniptions had nothing to do with you poking my sides.... ! heheh. the best part of my day was the busride home tho. first off... NO joez boyz!! always a pleasure. so me kim and gimpy sat in the back and we were talking and sumhow we got to talking about my water buffalo and then oompa loompas. so i taught gimpy the dance haha.. we were doing the bre - ski oompa loompa dance. it was tremendous. we were soo funny. he gave me the weirdest look about the water buffalo tho... hmm, i wonder why! haha. i came home and i slept til 5. i was a sleepy lil one. i curled on the couch with a blanket and i "assed out." i got pictures back from being developed. and two of the shots are of the 'stang..... o its gorgeous, and clean!! haha. ones goin in my planner, the other in my locker. so my mom came home in a nasty mood and you know me, i couldnt keep my mouth from going, so i got in trouble...AHH! no TV, yeh like i care, at all. i live off music so it doesnt matter. i dont know what else to write, itll come to me after i click post n publish...so sweet dreams for now.
o and guys, my original comment thingy wont upload so i used mikes. so if anyone plans on leaving a comment, which i would love for you to do, click on hte comments link with the number. i cant get rid of the other link so just use the one with the comment counter. thanks a bunch.
o and guys, my original comment thingy wont upload so i used mikes. so if anyone plans on leaving a comment, which i would love for you to do, click on hte comments link with the number. i cant get rid of the other link so just use the one with the comment counter. thanks a bunch.
Tuesday, February 12, 2002
"ALL FOR LOVE"
When it's love you give
I'll be a man of good faith.
then in love you live.
I'll make a stand. I won't break.
I'll be the rock you can build on,
be there when you're old,
to have and to hold.
When there's love inside
I swear I'll always be strong.
then there's a reason why.
I'll prove to you we belong.
I'll be the wal that protects you
from the wind and the rain,
from the hurt and pain.
Let's make it all for one and all for love.
Let the one you hold be the one you want,
the one you need,
'cause when it's all for onee it's one for all.
When there's someone that should know
then just let your feelings show
and make it all for one and all for love.
When it's love you make
I'll be the fire in your night.
then it's love you take.
I will defend, I will fight.
I'll be there when you need me.
When honor's at stake,
this vow I will make:
that it's all for one and all for love.
Let the one be the one you want,
the one you need,
'cause when it's all for one it's one for all.
When there's someone that should know
then just let your feelings show
and make it all for one and all for love.
Don't lay our love to rest
'cause we could stand up to you test.
We got everything and more than we had planned,
more than the rivers that run the land.
We've got it all in our hands.
Now it's all for one and all for love.
It's all for love.
Let the one you hold be the one you want,
the one you need,
'cause when it's all for one it's one for all.
It's one for all.
When there's someone that should know
then just let your feelings show.
When there's someone that you want,
when there's someone that you need
let's make it all, all for one and all for love.
Bryan Adams, Sting, Rod Stewart
im not crazy about Sting or Rod, but Bryan Adam rocks and this song is one of the greatest love songs ive ever heard. i love it to death. haha. there is sumthing in my life which is wearing me down so much more than i can bear. i cant talk about it. i cant explain it at all. but its whats causing my whirlwind of emotions. its killing me. ugh ya know what... watever. ive decided to not be a part of the equation anymore. im nonconsequential. whether im there or not makes no difference to anyone. i cant stop feeling what i feel, but i think im just gonna leave.
i got to have a wonderful conversation with gimpy yesterday on the bus. lil kim wasnt there so i didnt force myself into my oblivion of music! hes a funny duck. i talked to him again today. hes a cool kid, when hes awake! no jackie i dont like him... and i didnt know that i liked him for a day either!
so anyway.. lets see, i spent the morning tryin to recall all the french that ive absorbed in the past three years in the chem room. ha yeh jackie was my official turn pager ( yeh i said that) and word looker upper. what would i do without you! and sue, i thought that my mom was the onli one who does that with her kids. yeh im left to survive on my own with just support and my demon child of a sister gets help constantly. haha. for me it was comforting. my family's not the onli crazy ones.... well we are pretti bad tho rite jackie. o yeh, breanne would know that too. im gonna have to kill these people. they know too much !!
SAT's... all im gonna say is that i froze my little behind off and UGH! i scared myself at lunch. i was beyond silly.... i feel like being silly is my onli release from the shit i go thru. thanks for putting up with it today jackie... i was crazy today. so, what else happened today? it was firmly established in lunch that no im not a quiet person... when in reality its the quiet that i find myself lost in most often. Ist when my thoughts consume me. ha! matt got an 88!! omigod!! i thought that he was gonna cry!! the chem kid had taken a beatin' in history with that 88... yeh sure. mr spike's comment of hte day is that im gettin realli rambunctious lately. haha. its prolli because i feel like im gonna explode. umm what else... lets see, brooks attempted to break in math, chester was havin conniptions... im havin problems with my computer.. ill be rite back. when i dont think of that one thing thats eatin away at me, altho thats not the intention, it kills me. but when i dont think of it, im perfectly fine. i dont wanna let go. i want to find love.
gnight
When it's love you give
I'll be a man of good faith.
then in love you live.
I'll make a stand. I won't break.
I'll be the rock you can build on,
be there when you're old,
to have and to hold.
When there's love inside
I swear I'll always be strong.
then there's a reason why.
I'll prove to you we belong.
I'll be the wal that protects you
from the wind and the rain,
from the hurt and pain.
Let's make it all for one and all for love.
Let the one you hold be the one you want,
the one you need,
'cause when it's all for onee it's one for all.
When there's someone that should know
then just let your feelings show
and make it all for one and all for love.
When it's love you make
I'll be the fire in your night.
then it's love you take.
I will defend, I will fight.
I'll be there when you need me.
When honor's at stake,
this vow I will make:
that it's all for one and all for love.
Let the one be the one you want,
the one you need,
'cause when it's all for one it's one for all.
When there's someone that should know
then just let your feelings show
and make it all for one and all for love.
Don't lay our love to rest
'cause we could stand up to you test.
We got everything and more than we had planned,
more than the rivers that run the land.
We've got it all in our hands.
Now it's all for one and all for love.
It's all for love.
Let the one you hold be the one you want,
the one you need,
'cause when it's all for one it's one for all.
It's one for all.
When there's someone that should know
then just let your feelings show.
When there's someone that you want,
when there's someone that you need
let's make it all, all for one and all for love.
Bryan Adams, Sting, Rod Stewart
im not crazy about Sting or Rod, but Bryan Adam rocks and this song is one of the greatest love songs ive ever heard. i love it to death. haha. there is sumthing in my life which is wearing me down so much more than i can bear. i cant talk about it. i cant explain it at all. but its whats causing my whirlwind of emotions. its killing me. ugh ya know what... watever. ive decided to not be a part of the equation anymore. im nonconsequential. whether im there or not makes no difference to anyone. i cant stop feeling what i feel, but i think im just gonna leave.
i got to have a wonderful conversation with gimpy yesterday on the bus. lil kim wasnt there so i didnt force myself into my oblivion of music! hes a funny duck. i talked to him again today. hes a cool kid, when hes awake! no jackie i dont like him... and i didnt know that i liked him for a day either!
so anyway.. lets see, i spent the morning tryin to recall all the french that ive absorbed in the past three years in the chem room. ha yeh jackie was my official turn pager ( yeh i said that) and word looker upper. what would i do without you! and sue, i thought that my mom was the onli one who does that with her kids. yeh im left to survive on my own with just support and my demon child of a sister gets help constantly. haha. for me it was comforting. my family's not the onli crazy ones.... well we are pretti bad tho rite jackie. o yeh, breanne would know that too. im gonna have to kill these people. they know too much !!
SAT's... all im gonna say is that i froze my little behind off and UGH! i scared myself at lunch. i was beyond silly.... i feel like being silly is my onli release from the shit i go thru. thanks for putting up with it today jackie... i was crazy today. so, what else happened today? it was firmly established in lunch that no im not a quiet person... when in reality its the quiet that i find myself lost in most often. Ist when my thoughts consume me. ha! matt got an 88!! omigod!! i thought that he was gonna cry!! the chem kid had taken a beatin' in history with that 88... yeh sure. mr spike's comment of hte day is that im gettin realli rambunctious lately. haha. its prolli because i feel like im gonna explode. umm what else... lets see, brooks attempted to break in math, chester was havin conniptions... im havin problems with my computer.. ill be rite back. when i dont think of that one thing thats eatin away at me, altho thats not the intention, it kills me. but when i dont think of it, im perfectly fine. i dont wanna let go. i want to find love.
gnight
Monday, February 11, 2002
i could kill myself for forgetting to put it in my previous post...but a happy birthday must be sent out to the amazing Michael Kenji Shinoda. Damn straight all of you better bow down and worship my favorite linkin parker. haha. yeh ok so chester bennington verbally rapes any vocalist out there rite now but mike is the hottest most kick ass( and fattest, jackie ) emcee ever!! The fact that hes sexy as all hell doesnt hurt either. Bon Anniversaire Michel!! AHHH!! this kid is like god. ha not realli god but hes amazing! yeh ok i know im bordering on obsessed.... but hey... o well. me and jackie.... talk about number one fans... and no mary hes not half egyptian you silly girl. JACKIE !!! AHHH!!
( o yeh Phoenix, happy birthday to him too -- feb. 8th )
so heres a salute and happy birthday to MIKE
Hybrid Theory EP - Track: Step Up
Yo
Watch as the room rocks
Mentally moonwalk
Mixed media slang
Banging in your boom box verbal violence
Lyrical stylist
In a time when rock hip hop rhymes are childish
You can’t tempt me with rhymes that are empty
Rapping to a beat doesn’t make you an emcee
With your lack of skill and facility
You’re killing me
And a DJ in the group just for credibility
I heard that some of you are getting help with your rhymes
You’re not an emcee if someone else writes your lines
And rapping over rock doesn’t make you a pioneer
Cause rock and hip hop have collaborated for years
But now they’re getting randomly mixed and matched up
All after a fast buck and all the tracks suck
So how does it stack up - None of it’s real
You want to be an emcee you’ve got to study the skill
Who can rock a rhyme like this
Bring it to you every time like this
Who can rock a rhyme like this
Step, step up, step, step up
So you pick up a pen and write yourself a new identity
But mentally you don’t have the hip hop energy
With a tendency to make up stories
Sounding like the only hip hop you’ve heard is top 40 (top 40)
And your record company is completely missing it
All the kids are dissing it for not being legitimate
So in a battle you can't hack it
React with whack shit
And get smacked with verbal back flips
Get your ass kicked by fabulous battle catalysts
It's taken decades for emcees to establish this
You’re new to hip hop and welcome if your serious
But not on the mic
Leave that to the experienced
Using the waves of sound the true master
paralyzes his opponents, leaving him vulnerable to attack
Who can rock a rhyme like this
Bring it to you every time like this
Who can rock a rhyme like this
step, step up,step, step up
Who can rock a rhyme like this
Bring it to you every time like this
Who can rock a rhyme like this
step, step up,step, step up, step up
After years of pain staking research by the world's
leading sound scientists, we here at the sound
institute have invented a reliable audio weapons system.
Actual movement of musical sound in space used to
carefully attack and neutralize the cellular structure of
the human body, so the question must be asked.
Who can rock a rhyme like this
Bring it to you every time like this
Who can rock a rhyme like this
step, step up,step, step up
Who can rock a rhyme like this
Bring it to you every time like this
Who can rock a rhyme like this
step, step up,step, step up, step up
mixed media.. step up to the microphone.. and you do it like this...
( o yeh Phoenix, happy birthday to him too -- feb. 8th )
so heres a salute and happy birthday to MIKE
Hybrid Theory EP - Track: Step Up
Yo
Watch as the room rocks
Mentally moonwalk
Mixed media slang
Banging in your boom box verbal violence
Lyrical stylist
In a time when rock hip hop rhymes are childish
You can’t tempt me with rhymes that are empty
Rapping to a beat doesn’t make you an emcee
With your lack of skill and facility
You’re killing me
And a DJ in the group just for credibility
I heard that some of you are getting help with your rhymes
You’re not an emcee if someone else writes your lines
And rapping over rock doesn’t make you a pioneer
Cause rock and hip hop have collaborated for years
But now they’re getting randomly mixed and matched up
All after a fast buck and all the tracks suck
So how does it stack up - None of it’s real
You want to be an emcee you’ve got to study the skill
Who can rock a rhyme like this
Bring it to you every time like this
Who can rock a rhyme like this
Step, step up, step, step up
So you pick up a pen and write yourself a new identity
But mentally you don’t have the hip hop energy
With a tendency to make up stories
Sounding like the only hip hop you’ve heard is top 40 (top 40)
And your record company is completely missing it
All the kids are dissing it for not being legitimate
So in a battle you can't hack it
React with whack shit
And get smacked with verbal back flips
Get your ass kicked by fabulous battle catalysts
It's taken decades for emcees to establish this
You’re new to hip hop and welcome if your serious
But not on the mic
Leave that to the experienced
Using the waves of sound the true master
paralyzes his opponents, leaving him vulnerable to attack
Who can rock a rhyme like this
Bring it to you every time like this
Who can rock a rhyme like this
step, step up,step, step up
Who can rock a rhyme like this
Bring it to you every time like this
Who can rock a rhyme like this
step, step up,step, step up, step up
After years of pain staking research by the world's
leading sound scientists, we here at the sound
institute have invented a reliable audio weapons system.
Actual movement of musical sound in space used to
carefully attack and neutralize the cellular structure of
the human body, so the question must be asked.
Who can rock a rhyme like this
Bring it to you every time like this
Who can rock a rhyme like this
step, step up,step, step up
Who can rock a rhyme like this
Bring it to you every time like this
Who can rock a rhyme like this
step, step up,step, step up, step up
mixed media.. step up to the microphone.. and you do it like this...
"where should i start, disjointed heart."
ive been going thru the same thing every morning now for a while. i pretend to act all silly in the chem lec, as if nothing is bothering me. but silence is deafening. i see you, all, and its like you dont see me, like i dont exist. i cant realli get into detail, but every morning i feel like the lonliest person in the world. throughout the day the feeling lessens. "all family asks me if shes alrite, all her friends know why she cant sleep at night." there is no one person that makes me feel like this. like, i talk to people online and watnot, and then in school... boom im nonexistant. yeh so im tired with this shit. enough of this. "My present situation makes me think too much"
so matt was a silly boy today. haha. poor boy cant colour. im devious. i beat him up with a textbook in history. shame on me. haha he smells like a camels ass.. says me jackie and the demonic furby. i was talkin to john outside history and mr spike said that i was madly in love with him... thats just wrong !! haha jackie. yeh he was fear of razors. omigod... now i know why all you dont talk to me ... microphobia ( fear of small things). yeh, that must be it. i have to write out my valentines for my buddies. yeh friends, rite.
its not that i dont like valentines day, but id like it a helluva lot better if i had a valentine. almost all of my friends have a bf or gf and im the onli one left. id never fault any my friends but "o yeh hes sending me flowers... hes gettin me a balloon.... o guess who's on the phone..." i wont even get a single balloon. ugh self pity realli sucks. being alone is probably my biggest fear. and lately thats all ive been feeling. im tired. ill be back later.
ive been going thru the same thing every morning now for a while. i pretend to act all silly in the chem lec, as if nothing is bothering me. but silence is deafening. i see you, all, and its like you dont see me, like i dont exist. i cant realli get into detail, but every morning i feel like the lonliest person in the world. throughout the day the feeling lessens. "all family asks me if shes alrite, all her friends know why she cant sleep at night." there is no one person that makes me feel like this. like, i talk to people online and watnot, and then in school... boom im nonexistant. yeh so im tired with this shit. enough of this. "My present situation makes me think too much"
so matt was a silly boy today. haha. poor boy cant colour. im devious. i beat him up with a textbook in history. shame on me. haha he smells like a camels ass.. says me jackie and the demonic furby. i was talkin to john outside history and mr spike said that i was madly in love with him... thats just wrong !! haha jackie. yeh he was fear of razors. omigod... now i know why all you dont talk to me ... microphobia ( fear of small things). yeh, that must be it. i have to write out my valentines for my buddies. yeh friends, rite.
its not that i dont like valentines day, but id like it a helluva lot better if i had a valentine. almost all of my friends have a bf or gf and im the onli one left. id never fault any my friends but "o yeh hes sending me flowers... hes gettin me a balloon.... o guess who's on the phone..." i wont even get a single balloon. ugh self pity realli sucks. being alone is probably my biggest fear. and lately thats all ive been feeling. im tired. ill be back later.
